A mess outside

I have allowed my home to fall into utter chaos. 

There are constantly piles of dishes, and clothes. Everywhere. Where do they even come from?

Seriously, where??

I want to get Christmas decor out so bad. But I'll punish myself until I can get this place picked up.
I have lists, a home binder, a great plan... on paper. It's the "actually doing" the chores that is the issue. I just end up pacing the floor, thinking about all the stuff that needs to be done- trying to figure out how to get it all done today. And so, I overwhelm myself into doing nothing at all. After all, if it can't be done perfectly, I can't do it.

So I sit here letting frustration consume me.